Great! It's all over. And I really mean over, period. This week was one of the most hectic weeks of my life - tests, Family Day and of course, C'est La Vie. In fact, since school re-opened in term 2, I never had a free moment. Harmonica practices 3 times a week, hardly time for any rest, but I do enjoy it because of the time spent with Hui Min and Bel. Luckily, C'est La Vie finished last night! *smiles* Finally, I can see the end of my sleepless nights and "zombiefied" behaviour in the morning.

Just came back from Family Day a few hours ago. Our stall was a Haunted House. It was really cool; a flat for sale and people coming to visit it at the reading room - winding corridors, never knowing what will pop out when you turned round the corner, six ghosts all dressed up, ready to scare the daylights out of you and of course, a housing agent to guide you around the flat. I was one of the logistics members, had to wear black and partnered up with Yee Theng to do the scaring. We were supposed to drop a barbie doll attached to a string when people passed by and tickle their legs with a feather duster. It was successful and we made a profit of over $500. Then there was the clearing up and we could go home!

Let's talk about C'est La Vie. My family with the exception of Clement went to support me at the concert and to video me - my mum's favourite hobby. The concert was a success, from the fact that many people congratulated me on the good performance. It's music to the ears to hear people saying how they appreciate the performance that you have put in so much effort for. Wei Zi came and hugged me and told me how great the concert was. I've never been up on stage before, this is my first concert and I felt so overwhelmed when people started shouting "encore". I've always been among the ones who were shouting and not in the performers' shoes. Now I know how it feels.

I don't know how to hold myself or how to look on stage. Hope I didn't look the wrong way on stage last night. After C'est La Vie, I went to Jack's Place for supper (this time with Clement). But too big a helping in my opinion. Made me super full. I reached home at 11.30pm and felt totally dead beat. I slept at 1.30am after bathing and cutting the white strips of paper for today's use in the Haunted House.

I woke up at 5am this morning. So I only slept for like three and a half hours?!
So tired.
But happy.
Everything's over, it's all over.
No more Harmonica practices.
Lovely.
Bye to my insomnia.
It's a beautiful day and I'm going to enjoy it to the fullest.

Have u ever felt like digging a hole and burying yourself inside and never coming out again?
Well, I had that feeling today; I just wanted to dig a hole and die.

Physics Tutorial - the most dreaded and terrible tutorial in my dictionary. Reason? Patrick Lim keeps asking me questions. He never fails to ask me at least a question in every tutorial. I'm not smart. Period. There's no escaping from the cold, hard truth. I can't answer a single of his questions. I'm sick and tired of being humiliated again and again for my lack of wit. I'm frustrated due to lack of sleep, exhausted from 3 consecutive tutorials. My brain is not functioning properly, I've lost my ability to rationalise.

I hear something about density and whether it is the same for 1 atom and 1 mole of atoms. My mind blanks out. I hear him calling my name, again. I open my mouth, "No!" I say defiantly. He asks me why. Without even thinking, I say, "Because 1 mole of atoms contains six point zero two times ten to the power of twenty-three atoms." Great! I made a mistake. And answered it so confidently. At that moment I really felt like disappearing off the surface of the Earth.

Get real! This is life. Who has not felt embarrassed before? It is through failure that we learn how to succeed.
Don't brood over small things, don't make a mountain out of a molehill.
I'm not perfect, nobody is perfect. We all make mistakes, we are all human.
Stop it, I tell myself.
It is no point letting that embarrassing moment run through your thoughts again and again.
It doesn't do you any good, any good at all.
I'm not going to let my long-awaited weekend be spoilt because of this.
No way! I'm going to forget about the whole incident.
时间会冲淡一切! *laughs*

Anyway, I had harmo today till 7 plus, reached home at 8 plus. Then I had gastric pains. Horrible tugging feeling at the middle of my torso and makes me feel like puking. I had no choice but to break my resolution of not eating so much medicine. I can't take the pain. I feel much better now, no pain anymore, but still feel that horrible feeling of nausea. And there's this stupid video that my mum sent me titled "Ghost". Scared the wits out of me, a poor person with gastric pain. *laughs*

Speaking of being frightened, I scared Bel during harmo today by accident. It was pure accident, I assure you. You see, Bel went into the toilet while me and Hui Min stayed outside LT5 laughing our heads off. Then out of the goodness of my heart *laughs* I went to peep at the toilet to see how was Bel. I got a shock when she suddenly walked out of the toilet and I started laughing really loudly. Bel got a shock and screamed.

You know, I really enjoy harmo practices. They are the only times that I get to meet Bel and Hui Min and talk to them for hours on end. I really look forward to harmo practices because of that.

Must catch up on some sleep during this weekend. I'm so exhausted. Oh, and must prepare Clement's birthday present cum wish him happy birthday today!

Hello! It's been really a LONG time since I blogged. Hui Min says I'm still in Korea and haven't come back. Rou Hua keeps reminding me to update my blog. Well, actually, I've been back for a long time! It's already February 2006 and I've been back to school for 7 whole weeks! I've been so busy that I had no time for anything.

I enjoyed my holiday in Korea very much! It was amazing to be able to experience winter. How I wish that Singapore could have winter too; the weather is getting unbearably hot. The winter clothings were bulky and thick and we had to walk around looking really bulky. But I guess the scenery made up for it. It's really wonderful! Imagine sitting on a bus and when you look out of the window, you see that everything is WHITE! And when you walk around, the snow falls lightly on you. It just touches your skin and feels a little cold. Unfortunately, like all good things which never last, it was all over.

Hello! I'm at Changi Airport Departure Hall (Terminal 1) now! Waiting for the time to go to the gate. My gate is D44 and I'm taking off on flight KE642. I really hope to have an enjoyable trip:) Just now we waved goodbye to Ah Ma and Gu Jie at the entrance of the Departure Hall. I felt so sad. My eyes were practically filling with tears. Haha! Sent an e-mail to Gu Jie just now. Okay...gotta go le!! Bye!

Haven't been blogging for quite a while..Haha! I remember mentioning something about Emmanuel's concert last time. Well, Emmanuel danced very well. In fact, I was shocked at his performance. He had done a so-called preview a few days before and I felt that his performance was not really good. But on the day, he danced very well. It was to the rhythm and he stood out from all his classmates. His teacher even asked my mum to send him for dance classes. The song for his item was the best of the lot. It sounded hip and exciting, I think it woke the whole audience up! Many of the parents were tapping their feet to the rhythm of the song. His class, Canaan, had the most unique performances. You see, each class is supposed to do two items - one in english and the other in chinese (this is the tradition since I was studying there many years ago). Usually, the teachers just pick the people for each item and sometimes people get selected for both. But his class chose to put all the boys in the english item and all the girls in the chinese item. The effect was different, unique and appealing to the audience (or at least it was to me). Before the show, there was a video clip showing the graduating classes and each kid was supposed to say what he or she liked most about the school and what he or she missed most about the school. My brother was very quiet and only when his friend nudged him did he speak. He said he liked everything about the school and he will miss the teachers the most. Haha!

After the concert we went to have dinner at Jack's Place before going home.

On Sunday, we all went to Changi airport to send my dad off. He is going to Coppenhagen, Denmark. He will be back for a week before flying off to Australia and back another week before flying off to Korea with us. By the way, my maid is staying!!! Hip Hip Hooray! Today I'm supposed to be having CDP in school, but I'm having a fever so I'm staying at home. My aunty is grumbling that I don't pack my stuff so I can't blog anymore. I have to pack that awful pile of books and worksheets that have been there since the promos.

Hey!!! I'm back from school. Everything's over. PW is over!!! I finished my oral presentation already. I hope I will do relatively well..haha! Well, my oral presentation assessors were very nice. One of them was my harmo teacher:) The other class had a group whose member didn't come today and hence my group became the 2nd group. We finished real fast and I was so happy. Then we had to wait outside Rm 1322 while Marie submitted the pw GPF. Then my stupid EoM material was around 64 pages, and she had to write the page number on all of the pages. I feel so bad...I shouldn't have printed so many pages. Then they all went to McDonald's for breakfast and I came home because my aunty had food for me.

I feel so full after lunch. I feel as though I'm bursting at the seams..Haha:) I guess I'll never be able to lose weight. I really love my hamsters so much! Pesty is drinking water as this very moment and Roundy is scratching himself. Ahhhh....they are so CUTE!!!!! I know I must sound really crazy, always going on and on about how cute my hamsters are. But I can't help it. They are just too cute for me. My brothers and aunty are getting tired of me and my obsession with my hamsters.

Hmm...I feel so free. This feeling of not having to meet any deadlines, of being able to sit and watch the world go by is really great. Truely! I have not had such a feeling since the "O"s ended last year. But piano lessons this evening really spoil the whole thing. I really don't hate the piano, in fact I like playing the piano very much. However, it gets so impossible not to hate it when your mum nags at you every few minutes to play the piano. It's not as if I'm going to turn into some genius like Mozart or Beethoven. My piano teacher's teacher (a.k.a "师公") has this concert at the end of the year and Jean encouraged me to go for it. I hate it! I have the phobia of public-speaking, this fear applies to public performances too! Well anyway, I'm so lucky it's all cancelled. I don't have to perform at least. Haha! I'm not sure if the concert is still on, but I'm definitely sure I don't have a part to play in it. I haven't done my piano theory homework. Neither have I practised my exam pieces. This is so great! I shall have to tell Jean I didn't do anything again. I feel so "malu" everytime I have to tell her this. I never handed in anything late before to my previous teacher, Sharon. I practised all my pieces very well too. But this time I really seem to be very busy. I don't have any time at all for piano. So I'm ready to face the music later. *sigH*

Tomorrow Emmanuel has his annual concert. I just deleted all the pics in my digi cam. I shall keep myself occupied by taking some really great shots tomorrow. Not that my photographic skills have ever been commendable though; my photos usually end up as unintelligible blots of colours. But as the chinese saying goes "失败乃成功之母", so I shall keep trying. I believe someday I shall be able to take great photos. Yeah!

I don't know what I shall do tomorrow.